This my irregular diary of the goings-on in my life. Right now, my family and I are in the process of re-locating back to the UK. And that's about it really.

14 April 2009

This is me. This is my life.

Why do I feel weird today
My fingers numb, don't know why
Its like I'm feeling everything through a rubber glove
When I bend my head down I get the feeling of hot water down my legs
Thats a bit strange
Dont like this much
I feel tired must rest now

Now my back and chest are numb
Same with my arm
See the doc tomorrow
Dont like this much
I feel tired must rest now

Perhaps a trapped nerve she says
X-ray says no!
Why are my feet and legs not doing what they should
I try to walk my feet slap the ground like flippers
Dont like this much
I feel tired must rest now

Whats wrong with me, Can't walk properly
Can't think properly, Why can't I finish that sentence
Have to lie down in a huge great magnet
So they can see me inside out
Now my eye's gone blurry, They put electrodes on them
Have to look at pictures, Not allowed to blink
Water pours from my eyes
Dont like this much
I feel tired now must rest

All I can do is wait
Have to see the Neuro now
I have an idea whats coming I looked it up
You have MS she says, Oh
Don't like that much
Didn't think I would
I feel tired now must rest

Can't do what I did before, Get so weak
Feel so tired, People probably think I'm just lazy
I'm really not, Just can't do what others do anymore
I don't need wheels yet, Could be worse
This is Me
This is my life
This is my MS
I feel tired now must rest....

Written by Adrian Bryant

Thanks to Kevin for giving me the push

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